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Eventually, everything is going to be alright.
So, seize the day.

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You know you shouldn't do it.
Yet, you still do it.
In fact, you are doing it.
And you will do it again.
No matter how wrong it is.
You still do it.
And you will do it, again.
Over and over again.
And again.

Live and Appreciate

Not too early. Not too late.

Just nice, I guess.

Jangan menangis. Aku masih di sini...

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Invisible Kisses
by Lemn Sissay

If there was ever one
Whom when you were sleeping
Would wipe your tears
When in dreams you were weeping;
Who would offer you time
When others demand;
Whose love lay more infinite
Than grains of sand.

If there was ever one
To whom you could cry;
Who would gather each tear
And blow it dry;
Who would offer help
On the mountains of time;
Who would stop to let each sunset
Soothe the jaded mind.

If there was ever one
To whom when you run
Will push back the clouds
So you are bathed in sun;
Who would open arms
If you would fall;
Who would show you everything
If you lost it all.

If there was ever one
Who when you achieve
Was there before the dreams
And even then believed;
Who would clear the air
When it's full of loss;
Who would count love
Before the cost.

If there was ever one
Who when you are cold
Will summon warm air
For your hands to hold;
Who would make peace
In pouring pain,
Make laughter fall
In falling rain.

If there was ever one
Who can offer you this and more;
Who in keyless rooms
Can open doors;
Who in open doors
Can see open fields
And in open fields
See harvests yield.

Then see only my face
In the reflection of these tides
Through the clear water
Beyond the river side.
All I can send is love
In all that this is
A poem and a necklace
Of invisible kisses.

!!!!!

Situasi 1

Situasi: Sekitar pukul 5 pagi. Stesen bas. Di sebuah negeri di semenanjung Malaysia.

Aku memandang jam sambil mengunyah gula-gula getah. Manis. Sebab aku kunyah dua sekaligus. Dan sudah hampir pukul 5 pagi. Hmm..sejuk. Walaupun takde angin tapi agak dingin pagi tu. Nasib baik aku ada sweater. Takde la menggigil. Aku tengok orang lain kat situ pun pakai sweater atau jaket.

Hmm bosannye. Sorang-sorang camni. Aku pasang lagu. Nak hilangkan bosan menunggu. Lagi setengah jam sampai la kot. Aku berkira-kira sendirian. Selalunya bas takde la lewat sangat sampai kat stesen. Sambil duduk dengar lagu tu aku tengok-tengok sekeliling. Takde la gelap sangat. Lampu-lampu jalan ada je. Tak jauh dari tempat aku duduk ni ada la beberapa orang. Tunggu bas jugak agaknya. Ada 3 orang. 2 lelaki dan sorang perempuan. Sorang lelaki tu tengah bercakap kat phone. Dari tadi aku tengok dia duk asyik bercakap kat phone je. Sesekali ternampak dia gelak-gelak kecil. Aku tak dengar dia cakap apa sebab dia duduk jauh sikit dari tempat aku. Hmm, bersembang dengan makwe agaknya. Haha. Ataupun dengan bini dia kot. Takpe lah, aku tak kisah pun.

Sorang lagi lelaki asyik dengar lagu. Macam aku jugak. Nampak dia lagi tua dari aku. Dalam 26-27 tahun. Aku rasa la. Dari riak wajah ngan air muka dia. Haha. Pandai-pandai je aku ni main teka umur orang. Tapi siyesly takde keje nak buat sangat masa tu. Bosan la. Tak nampak pulak 7 Eleven kat situ. Kalau ada boleh pegi beli Vanilla Coke ke..Pepsi Twist ke..Haha my favourite tu. Tapi satu kedai pun tak nampak bukak. Kalau tak boleh beli majalah ke..Dapat la jugak baca-baca nak hilangkan bosan menunggu ni.

Hmm, sorang lagi kat situ ialah seorang akak ni. Looks older than me jugak. In mid 20s. So aku rasa aku la paling muda kat situ kot. Atau aku ni yang suka perasan diri tu muda? Haha. Akak ni pulak khusyuk baca something. Majalah rasanya. Majalah apa tak pasti la pulak. Tapi nampak cam best je.

"Hai kak..Emm..Akak ni cun la..Boleh tak saya nak pinjam majalah akak lepas ni..? Saya bosan la kak..Boleh yer..Pleaseee..Hehe.."

"Ijat! Ngada ahh.."

Akak tu bersuara separuh jerit. Walaupun perlahan je tapi cukup kuat untuk membuatkan 2 orang lelaki tadi terdengar dan berpaling.

Saat tu jugak gula-gula getah yang aku kunyah dari tadi terasa tawar..Tawar dan semakin tawar..
dan jadi amat pahit sekali..

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Lantas aku pun bangun, buang gula-gula getah tu ke dalam longkang kat situ.
Aku pandang akak tadi tu.
Dia pandang aku jugak.
Sambil tersenyum.