My first motorbike

I got a bike today.
Yamaha YZF R15.
But I am still not used to it.
I can't even make it to the college yet.
Maybe next week.
It's because I don't ride before.
I have to practice first.

Driving a car is much more easier.
And safer.
I think.

I hope I'll become a good biker.
And a better driver too.

Wassalam.

4th Holiday

This upcoming December and January, I will have another 3 days of truancies.
I'll be going home during the two weeks holiday.

Well, if they don't cancel it.
No, they don't.
Please don't.
I've already booked the air tickets.
Non-refundable.

Hey, who cares?

I think it's too late for them to give any notice about the holiday cancellation.
Well, they are the administrators and of course they can do anything.
But this cancellation thing has somehow put some of us into trouble.
Of course it's none of their problems.
But at least put some considerations.
The holiday is just less than one month away.
And the notice came too late for us...

Privatizing The Blog

I've been thinking of privatizing this blog.
So that only invited readers can access it.

Should I?

Of January and November

I'm planning of getting a bike.
At first, I thought that January 2010 would be the perfect time.
But now, after everyone kept asking me for my own bike, I feel a little uneasy.

It's not what everyone thinks.
Not that I don't have enough to pay for it.
It's just I am not ready yet.

What? Are you kidding? Ready for what?
No need to be ready la...
Get the ******* bike and ride it like a man!

OK then...
I'll get it very soon.

In-tuned and holiday

Yeah, akhirnya gitar dapat ditune semula.
Baru best main.
Sekarang baru je belajar main lagu dari band black/death metal tempatan iaitu As Sahar dengan lagunya Fandeyian Okultika Hymnology.
Tapi main part ending je la.
Part tu paling popular orang main.

Dulu masa kat kolej hari-hari dengar budak A-Level main.
Tapi masa tu tak tahu lagi lagu apa diorang main.
Rasa menyampah pun ada.
Dahla bilik sebelah je.
Bising gila.
Nasib baik main OK.

Sebenarnya, genre je black/death metal.
Tapi takde pun lirik terpesong.

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Bulan 12 ni ada 2 minggu cuti.
Rasa macam nak balik la.
Padahal baru je cuti sebulan baru ni.
Hmm, takpe la kan.
Dah rasa nak balik nak buat macamana.
Kalau takde apa-apa menghalang, Insya-Allah.

Sekian, Wassalam...

Entri Dari Rumah

Blogging dari rumah buat kali pertama.
Tak tahu la nak buat entri pasal apa.
Nak cerita pasal tu pun tak guna.
Dah banyak kali cerita.
Siap menyesal delete balik entri pasal tu.
Ceh, malu punya pasal.
Sapa suruh buat entri macam tu.
Kan dah malu orang baca.
Nasib baik dah delete cepat-cepat.

Ye la masa tu tengah angau.
Angau la sangat.
Padahal angan-angan kosong je.
Tu la. Sapa suruh memandai sangat.
Kan dah jadi satu masalah.
Kan dah susah.

Lain kali jangan cari pasal.
Tapi OK gak.
Sekurang-kurangnya ada pengalaman.
There will always be a first time for anything.
Benda yang aku cerita ni bukan benda jahat weh.
Korang jangan fikir bukan-bukan.

Ah, malas la nak cerita.
Tu kan dah takdir.
Terima je la.
Mungkin tu juga adalah balasan.
Sebab jahat sangat aku ni.
Padan muka aku.
Ingat senang ke nak dapat benda baik.

Mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya.
Tuhan lebih mengetahui.

Alhamdulillah...

Keputusan peperiksaan akhir telah pun diumumkan.
Sebenarnya ia bukanlah keputusan pun.
Hanya senarai nombor matriks.
Yang menandakan sama ada gagal ataupun lulusnya seseorang itu dalam subjek tertentu.

Alhamdulillah, saya mendapat keputusan yang saya harapkan.
Begitu juga dengan kebanyakan kawan-kawan saya yang lain.
Namun, tidak semua yang diharapkan berlaku.
Itulah ketentuanNya.
Mungkin ada hikmah disebalik apa yang berlaku.
Mungkin Tuhan mahu menguji.

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Carilah pengajaran disebaliknya.
Jika kita merasakan dugaan yang kita alami itu terlalu besar dan berat untuk ditanggung, ingatlah bahawa terdapat lagi manusia lain yang dugaannya jauh lagi besar.

"Allah tidak membebankan seseorang itu melainkan mengikut keupayaannya. Baginya apa yang diusahakan dan ke atasnya akibat apa yang diusahakan." (Surah Al-Baqarah: 286)

Gagal bukanlah bererti penamat.
Berusahalah sementara masa masih ada.
Manfaatkan masa dengan berkualiti.
Lipat gandakan usaha anda.
Dan berserahlah kepadaNya.
Tidak kira waktu.
Susah atau senang.
Dan mohonlah dari Allah.
Insya-Allah apa yang dihajatkan diperkenankanNya.
Mudah-mudahan.

"Dan Tuhan kamu berfirman: "Berdoalah kamu kepada-Ku nescaya Aku perkenankan doa permohonan kamu." (Surah Ghafir ayat 60)

Sekian. Wassalam.

Hari penuh kecuakan

Salam.
Sekarang baru je lepas sahur.
Tunggu Subuh jap baru tidur.

Hari ni memang penuh dengan kecuakan.
Sebenarnya dah lame dah cuak ni.
Sejak lepas habis paper theory lagi.
Tadi keluar list untuk viva.
Nama takde dalam tu.
Jadi bertambah cuak la rasanya.
Sama ada lulus atau gagal.

Sekarang mood excited nak balik dah macam takde.
Bukan tak nak balik tapi sebab cuak ni la.
Balik nak beraya tapi nampak gayanya kena study lagi balik ni.
Oohh..

Tuhan lebih tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hamba-Nya.
Jadi redha je la dengan apa keputusan sekalipun.
Tawakkal je la.

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Tadi baru je dapat tahu kena pindah rumah hari Jumaat ni jugak.
Baru je nak rehat-rehat lepas exam.
Tapi dah kena pindah la pulak.
Nak berkemas lagi.
Nak settlekan rumah baru lagi.
Nak kemas barang untuk balik.
Nak terima result seadanya lagi.
Banyak betul benda nak dihadapi dan diselesaikan.

Harap-harap semuanya berjalan dengan baik.
Insya-Allah.

Sometimes, pain is good

I got a headache and it lasted for about 17 hours.
I didn't take a single pill because I didn't have any.
The time was nearly 4 am.
And I was left struggling to sleep.
I woke up late in the afternoon, and the pain was still there.

I didn't know what to do.
I wanted to have a glimpse on unsettled matters.
The practical exams are yet to come.
But with this pain still inside my head, I'm not sure of what to do.

This gap time between theory and practical exams are enjoyed by many.
I once felt like to.
But when the theory exams were not easy, there is nothing should be enjoyed.
The mood to have a little relaxation is gone.
Yes, I know life is not simple.
Nothing is easy today.
And nothing is cheap.
I have to pay a high price for what I've done.

Tawakkal is the best way though.
Allah knows best.
And that makes me feel better.

Favourite-to-be

Mountaineering and sailing are two of the adventures that I've always been dreaming of.
Not in sleep of course.
But in real life.

I do hope that someday I will have enough money and time to do those things.
I know that I am not alone in this kind of thing.
I plan to ascend Mt. Kinabalu.
As said, it's just a plan.
A plain stupid plan.
I do not have time.
Maybe I have the money.
But money alone is not enough.
I can't even buy a precious second.

I need time.
I do not know when.
As I said in my previous post (last month's), I simply turned down my friend's offer.
An offer to the highest summit in Southeast Asia.
And how could I cope with that?
I just don't know.

The idea to go there came up since 2003.
After my first mountain climbing expedition.
And I don't how many years more should I wait before my next second ascend.

The same goes with sailing.
I live near the sea.
To be more specific, South China Sea.
I don't remember the last time I had my sea bathing there.
Maybe 6 or 7 years ago.
I don't know why.
The beach is very near.
In fact, just less than 200 meters from home.
Yet, this thing happens.

I don't know why I post this kind of things anyway.
Maybe I'm bored.
Or maybe too obsessed.
Or maybe just missing home.

Kahwin

Owh, tadi cakap nak tido tapi buat entri baru pulak.
Hmm, takpe la. Suka hati aku la kan.

Tadi aku ada baca satu blog ni..
Blog tu sebenarnya blog adik kawan aku.
Dia cakap pasal kahwin.
Dia ni asyik fikir pasal nak kahwin je.
Umur baru 20.
Hish.

Tapi dia takdela terdesak nak kahwin.
Cuma aku rasa awal lagi la kalau nak kahwin.
Tapi kalau parents dia bagi, terpulangla kan.
Calon pun dah ada.

Jiran aku kahwin umur 22. Perempuan.
Aku ingat lagi aku selalu main dengan dia masa sekolah rendah dulu.
Tapi bila dah habis sekolah ni, nak tegur pun segan2.
Dia baru je kahwin. Bulan Jun baru ni.
Tak sangka betul aku.

Ada sorang budak sekolah menengah aku dah kahwin.
Budak perempuan. Siap ada anak lagi.
Pastu baru2 ni ada classmate aku bertunang.
Perempuan gak.
Dia ni sekelas dengan aku dari Darjah 1 sampai la Form 5.

Aku pun tumpang la gembira kawan2 aku dah jadi orang dewasa dah.
Dah jadi suami dengan isteri orang.
Dah ada tanggungjawab baru.
Budak perempuan ni suka ar nak kahwin awal2.
Bagus la.

Aku pulak kalau fikir pasal kahwin..
Entahla..
Belum masa lagi.
Banyak lagi komitmen lain.
Aku rasa macam budak sekolah lagi je.
Memang budak sekolah pun.
International Medical School.
Tak puas lagi nak main2. Heh.
Calon pun takde nak kahwin macam mane?
Sebenarnye calon dah jumpa.
Tapi sayangnya, impian tak tercapai.
Ada pulak halangannya.
At least now.

Jadilah aku still single and happy...
And I'm proud with it...

Entri ini tiada tajuk

Oh yeah..
Exam lagi 2 hari tapi aku masih main-main.
Final exam weh..
Cuak seyh..

Dalam orang lain duk sibuk2 study, sempat lagi aku layan band thrash metal ni..

~Cromok

Banyak jugak la aku download lagu dia.
Berbelas-belas lagu. Tu pun dari album kompilasi.
Aku sure korang memang takkan dengar nye lagu2 macam ni.
Korang tak sanggup nak dengar.
Lain la kalau korang layan metal.
Band ni pun ramai yang tak tahu.
Sebab band ni dah macam tak wujud lagi dah.

Band lain yang tiba2 je aku minat adalah Iron Maiden.
Iron Maiden ni band heavy metal Britain.
Aku dah download semua album dia.
Hampir semua kot.
22 album. Studio dan live.
Dari tahun 1980 sampai 2003.
Oh ade satu lagi tak download.
Tahun 2006.

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Ok la, nak tido.
Bye.

Exam & Balik Kampung

Exam dah dekat..
Ni yang aku suka ni..
Pasal cuti pun dah dekat..
Hehehe..

Tak sabar weh nak balik kampung..
Berpuasa kat kampung..
Pastu beraya sakan..
Wohoo..!!!

Ala..tak boleh la nak buat salam perantauan..
Hahaha:)

Hari Kebangsaan dan Bulan Puasa

Selamat Menyambut Ulangtahun Kemerdekaan Yang Ke-52.
Long Live Sacred Malaysia!

Jadi tahun ni adalah tahun pertama aku dan kawan2 aku tak dapat menyambut Hari Kebangsaan di tanah air sendiri.
Rasa macam terharu la pulak.
Semangat patriotik tiba2 je datang.
Bagi sape2 yang berjiwa patriotik la.

Ada orang tak kisah pun. Tak ambil tahu pun.
Diorang rasa tak ade kena-mengena dengan diorang.
Sebab diorang tak rasa kesusahan hidup zaman penjajah.
Aku pun tak rasa. Mak ayah aku pun tak sempat rasa.
Tapi sekurang-kurangnya kita dapat ambil iktibar.
Kan kita belajar subjek Sejarah.
Tak tahula kalau korang tidur masa cikgu mengajar.

Dekat tempat aku ada beberapa kesan peninggalan penjajah.
Paling aku ingat adalah tiang jeti kat tengah Laut China Selatan.
Pastu ada la beberapa lagi tiang2 konkrit dekat pantai.

Dekat dengan rumah nenek aku ada satu terowong.
Terowong kereta api zaman British.
Sekarang dah diturap dengan tar.
Orang panggil Bukit Tebuk.
Terowong tu fungsinya sebagai laluan kereta api dari Bukit Besi ke Jeti Pantai Teluk Lipat.
Bawa bijih besi.

Sekarang kawasan jeti dekat pantai tu dah jadi taman rekreasi.
Satu perkara yang menariknya, tanah kat kat situ warna dia macam warna besi berkarat.
Pastu ada banyak batu2 kecil macam besi. Aku rasa tu memang besi pun.
Sampai macam tu sekali kesan dia.

Ok la, sebenarnya ada banyak lagi benda menarik yang aku nak bagitau.
Tapi ada banyak lagi kerja lain.
Jadi sampai setakat ni je la.

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Tapi apa yang lebih pentingnya adalah kita akan menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan.
Bulan puasa memang best.
Korang pun tahu kan.

*1 Ramadhan 1430H dijangka akan jatuh pada 22 Ogos 2009.
Manakala 1 Syawal 1430H pula dijangka akan jatuh pada 20 September 2009.

Sumber dipetik dari Jawatankuasa Teknikal Kalendar Islam, JAKIM.
*Tertakluk kepada perubahan.

Wassalam.

Pre-Barber Shop

Sayang la nak potong rambut.

Dah 2 bulan lebih simpan.

Tapi kena potong jugak.

Sebab kadang2 rasa rimas.

Lebih2 lagi masa nak tidur.

Tak tahu la macam mana perempuan boleh simpan rambut panjang-panjang.

Tak rimas ke..?

Mungkin dah biasa kot.

I don't like it

Aku tak tau kenapa.
Sakit hati. Rasa meluat. Menyampah.
Buka Facebook pun rasa macam terus nak batalkan akaun Facebook je.
Baca blog orang lain pun rasa macam nak muntah.
Terus tutup blog.
Last2 baca berita je.

Aku tak tau kenapa rasa macam ni.
Macam semua benda yang orang buat, semuanya tak betul.
Semuanya melebih-lebih.
Benda kecik pun nak post gak. Konon nak bagi semua orang tau.

Yes, I'm not denying the phrase "sharing is caring" but on what purpose???
'Caring' lah sangat.

Wait. I knew it.
Attention - That's what they want.
Yep.
That 1 second glimpse from the others.
That short lifespan attention.
That would make them popular.
That will be the topic among public.

I feel sorry for them.

OK, that's it. End of story. And I'm sorry. Maybe I'm just too emotional on these tiny little things.
Tiny little things that made them so proud. So grand on the Net. Maybe on their real life too.
Though if they look back, the impact was worthless.
But maybe that's what make them happier.
Maybe that's what life's all about.

Again I'm sorry. And I start to feel guilty of false accusations.
I just want to blurt out what I feel. Something that I don't like.
Something that made me distracted.
I know I shouldn't post something like this.
This is not good.

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Dah la, malas dah aku nak layan benda2 ni.
Aku nak tido.

Don't

Self-destruction mechanism happens on weekend.
Almost automatically.
Beware! Do not fall into the trap.
Do not even try to go near it.
Or else you will regret.
For the umpteenth time.
Count it by yourself, idiot!

3rd IA and The Climb

OK aku tak nak cakap pasal 3rd IA.
Keputusan biasa2 je.
Gotta work harder for the Final.
Oh, aku dah ter-cakap dah skit. Eheh.

"Come on man. This is the last push."

It's like climbing a mountain. Haha..
I still remember the bittersweet memories of it.
Back in 2003, I joined the expedition to Gunung Tebu.
It's near Besut, Terengganu.
It's not that high. Only 3000ft. Mt. Kinabalu is four times higher.
But never underestimate what the nature has for you.

After what I've experienced throughout the climb, I planned to ascend Mt. Kinabalu. I really want to go there. But I don't know when. And last month, a friend of mine invited me to join him on an expedititon to Mt. Kinabalu. Owh..seperti orang mengantuk + penat disorongkan bantal yang sangat lembut + cuaca sejuk + comforter..Haha..OK, aku dah mengarut.

He planned to go early on the next year. Wait, do I have any holiday at that time? Nope. I don't think so. The nearest will be on this December. So, I can't go. And I'm not happy about it. Maybe next time my friend. Next six or seven years if we have time.

-Sorry for my bad English-

What a code...

At last, my SIM card got reactivated again.
And my cellphone will come to life again after 2 days of temporary coma.

Lesson learnt: Don't insert incorrect PIN code for three times in a row. Know it. Love it.

Ego + Stupidity = ???

My SIM card has been temporarily blocked due to my ego and stupidity.
I can't even access my cellphone.
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I am now waiting for the Customer Care to give me the PUK code.

Sorry...

Sorry guys. I can't make it.
I really want to do it.
But I'm not prepared.
So nervous and too many things need to be handled at this moment.

Maybe next time?
If you still want me after what I've done.

I'm really sorry.

Sukan Oh Sukan

IMS menganjurkan Hari Sukan.
Ia berlangsung selama beberapa hari.
Ada pelbagai acara yang dipertandingkan.
Antaranya adalah bola sepak, badminton, tenis, bola tampar,
dan lain-lain lagi.

Tapi macam biasa la, aku tak join mana-mana acara pun.
Masa kat sekolah dulu pun aku macam ni.
Aku minat sukan tapi aku tak pernah try.
Sukan yang sangat2 aku minat memang takde dipertandingkan.
Cari la kat mane2 sekolah pun memang takde.
Kat sekolah sukan ada kot...

Kenapa la aku minat sukan yang susah nak dimainkan ni ha?
Mungkin aku ni terlalu memilih.

Aku minat gak badminton dengan bola sepak.
Mungkin tahun depan aku try kot.

Sekian, Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara.

How's She?

She is breathing.

And that means she's fine.

They Are Freaking Me Out

At last, I bought that phone.
It's a Nokia N79.
Late 2008 model.

Grey, white or black?
I chose black.
Yes, I know.
Black is damn too common now.

I hope I will use that phone wisely.

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Nothing else to say for now.
Except a few of them are freaking me out.
I hope I can freak someone out too.
I wish I am a.s.a.p.

Sony Ericsson atau Nokia?

Perlu ke aku tukar handset sekarang?
Walaupun handset aku dah 3 tahun, tapi masih OK lagi.
Cuma housing je lah yang nampak buruk sebab banyak kali jatuh.
Dan juga disebabkan oleh penggunaan yang kasar.

Tapi aku masih sayang kat handset aku.
Handset first la katakan.
Macam awek gak.
Awek yang first memang susah nak dilupakan (in case of broke up).

Sebenarnya aku ni telah terpengaruh dengan kawan2 aku.
Ramai yang ada handset baru (dan awek baru juga).
Hahaha...

Hmm...
Camne ek?
Perlu ke aku dapatkan awek baru..? Oopss, silap2. Handset baru.
Yep, handset baru.
Perlu ke?
Sony Ericsson atau Nokia?

Oh, it's morning already...

Insaflah wei..

Aku tau kau dah banyak kali cakap kau dah insaf tapi..???

Kau tak cukup insaf lagi.

Kau tak cukup kuat lagi.

Lemah. Rapuh.

Very fragile.

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"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted - One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?"

~Excerpt from 'Lose Yourself' by Eminem.

Kipas-Susah-Mati MTB

Aku memang betul-betul jealous la dengan beberapa orang kampung aku..
Jealous bercampur pelik..
Sekolah pun tak habis lagi tapi dah ada benda best..
Dah dapat benda yang diorang nak..
Benda yang diorang minat..

Woah, sangat best punya barang maa..
Aku dari sekolah rendah lagi mahukan benda tu..
Tapi baru sekarang aku dapat merasa..
Walaupun low-end je..
Kiranya bukan yang betul-betul serious lagi la..

Macam mana diorang boleh dapat benda tu ar?
Mana diorang dapat duit ar?
Atau memang diorang di'sponsor' oleh mak ayah diorang?
Hmm, mungkin..
Best wo..

Tapi lagi best kalau benda tu kita dapat hasil dari usaha kita sendiri kan?
Rasa berbaloi sangat-sangat..
Dan rasa teramat puas..

Nanti la aku rembat satu..
Baru terpegun orang kampung aku..
Baru diorang tahu bukan diorang je ada..
Hehe..
Tapi bukan dalam masa terdekat ni la..
Next few years kot..

Sasaran aku: Giant atau Trek.

Cuti dah abes la..

Cuti dah habis.
Sekejap je rase.
Ye la, cuti pun 2 minggu je.
Bukan 2 bulan.

Cuti bulan 9 lambat lagi.
3 bulan lagi.

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Eh,tak lame dah tu.
Exam pun.

At Last, The Holiday Comes...

I'm only one hour away from departing to Bengaluru International Airport.
So this post is going to be the last one for this month in Bangalore.

Nothing much to say.

Except this.

'Goodbye India, Welcome Malaysia'
'Goodbye Bangalore, Welcome Kuala Lumpur'

Have a nice holiday then.
Happy holiday!

The Outings

On the last two weeks, the weekends were filled with not-so-regular outings. Actually I just wanted to indulge myself of the things that I've longed for all of this while.

Week 1: M.G. Road and Brigade Road

Day 1-
I accompanied Fattah to buy his first guitar.
Nice one. It's violet in colour. And it sounds good.
The strings are better and softer than the one that I have on my six-string instrument.
They're more user-friendly because they don't cause pain to fingertips.
Mine is more mental.
You can lose your interest in this instrument if you don't get used to it.
Thank God, I got some tricks to overcome this.

Day 2-
The day that Fatah bought the guitar was the day that I caught a glimpse on these two things.
Headphone and webcam.
I bought the headphone (it's a Philips) on the next day.
And Fatah brought home a guitar tuner.

Week 2: Commercial Street and Brigade Road

Day 1-
I accompanied (actually I just following him, butting him here and there) Faiz to Commercial Street.
And we met his team (The Form 5) there.
I just wandering around with them since CS is not a regular outing place for me.
I thought I can get lost there. Many shops and many junctions.
They're all look the same to me.
And no significant landmarks that I can look for if I ever get lost there.
At last, I scooped out some souvenirs to bring home to Malaysia.

Then, we went to Brigade Road.
Another souvenirs.
And the night out ended at 20 Feet High.
The food were great. Though a bit pricey.
Anyway, great outing.
Thanks to Faiz and The Form 5.

Day 2-
Oh I went out again.
This time I spend quite a lot. In terms of value.
A webcam. Three pair of jeans. A pair of sneakers. A T-shirt. A pair of sunglasses.
..................................
Wait. A sunglasses?
Yes. I know I don't wear sunglasses before.
I just want it.
Not that I need it.
Maybe I'll figure out what I can do with it.

I thought I had a nice weekend.
Quite tiring but it was fun.

The Gross Anatomy Record Book along with the SLE for Physiology are patiently waiting at home. Don't worry, I'll meet you both. If not today, it will be tomorrow.
I'm tired and I want to sleep. Duh!

Erm..Bye and have a nice day then.

I Love Dungun

Dok sabor eh nok balik Malaysia..
Aku mane biase duk lame-lame kat tempat orang ni..
Sabor-sabor, dok lame doh..
2 minggu je lagi..

Dulu mase kat Seremban..
Aku balik dumoh paling kurang 2 bulan sekali..
Kalu cuti 3 hari straight pun aku balik gok..
Aku memang suke balik dumoh ni..

Nok wak mende ar balik dumoh kekgi?
Hmm, study ar wei!
Haha, ye la tu Jak weh..
Macam la mu study sangat..

Balik rumoh tengok TV puas-puas..
Makan puas-puas..Haha, dok banyok sikit pun dakpe doh..
Pahtu nok gi main motor..
Main dalam kampung pun jadi la..

Pahtu gi jalan bandor..
Bandor la sangat..
Guane rupe doh Dungun le ni ar..?
Mesti banyok mende baru..

Pahtu aku nok gi pantai..
Kalu buleh mandi kan best..
Tapi aku dok berani sangat situ..
Orang kate bahaye..

Aku tau kat tempat aku dok la best sangat..
Tapi aku suke la..
Sape kate dok best?
Mu je dok pandai explore Jak..

Jadi, jangan la mu bazirkan mase Jak..

Aku dan Filem

Serius best.
Korang patut tengok cerita Pan's Labyrinth.
Aku bukan nak buat promosi filem.
Tapi korang patut tengok.
Filem tu keluar Disember 2006.

Cerita banyak pun tak guna.
Korang download dan tengok OK.
Aku pun ada soft copy kalau nak.

Oh ya, filem tu dalam Bahasa Sepanyol.
Dan lepas korang tengok jangan gelak kat aku pulak.
Aku tahu cerita tu memang la tak logik, sebab melibatkan elemen fantasi.
Tapi tak salah kan?
Fantasi itu indah.
Haha..Whatever..

Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa

Tiba-tiba aku rasa nak tulis entri dalam Bahasa Melayu pulak..(Bahasa Melayu atau Bahasa Malaysia? Aku pun tak pasti..) Bahasa Melayu kot. Bahasa kan jiwa bangsa. Jadi bangsa Melayu, bahasanya pun Bahasa Melayu la kan..? Ah, apa aku melalut ni. Apa-apa je la.

Maaf kalau penggunaan bahasa aku ni banyak kesalahan. Aku jarang menulis dalam Bahasa Melayu terutamanya selepas aku dah tamat sekolah. Jadi BM aku pun cincai je la. Aku tak nak la bagi kenyataan macam Syarifah Amani tu. Bahasa Inggeris aku pun bukannya bagus sangat.

Aku rasa la kan kalau tulis entri dalam Bahasa Melayu lagi best.
Tapi aku tak tahu la samada aku akan tulis dalam BM lagi ataupun tak.
Tengok mood la.

Sekarang mood tak sabar nak balik Malaysia.
Korang pun macam tu kan?

Oh, it's already afternoon..

Waking up very late every weekend seems to be a habit right now.

Damn!

I love to sleep.

But I hate waking up late.

Someone, please help me.

YOU.

2nd Survey Form (Thanks Kak Ninie!)

WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WOULD LOVE TO HAPPEN TOMORROW?
Study constantly..hehe..

DO YOU BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS?
Never~

DID ANYONE SEE YOU KISS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
What the..?

DO YOU WATCH A LOT OF TV?
Not really.

WHERE WERE YOU AT 9.00 PM LAST NIGHT?
In front of my laptop.

WHAT HAPPENED AT 6.00 AM TODAY?
Still in bed.

HAVE YOU KISSED A GIRL IN THE LAST THREE DAYS?
Nope.

DOES ANYONE CALL YOU BABE?
Another no.

DO YOU WANT SOMEONE BACK IN YOUR LIFE?
Emm..can I?

WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
Nope.

DO YOU DRINK TEA?
Yes, sometimes. Tea is great enjoyed in the evening.

WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU WANT IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW?
Happiness + success in study.

DO YOU HAVE ANY PLAN FOR TOMORROW?
Wake up early.

DO YOU STILL HAVE FEELING FOR YOUR EX?
Never had any ex before.

ARE YOU YOUNGER THAN 21?
Yep.(7 months younger).

ARE YOU HAPPY WHEN YOU WOKE UP TODAY?
No. I was still sleepy and I wanted to sleep some more..

HOW OLD WILL YOU BE IN 13 MONTHS?
Can you do the math for me, please?

WHAT ARE YOU SO EXCITED ABOUT LATELY?
The holiday is getting nearer..The exams too..haha..

HAVE YOU EVER SMILE AT A STRANGER?
A few times. Senyum itu sedekah, right?

WHAT WOULD SOMEONE FIND UNDER YOUR BED?
A pile of books to support the bed's broken structure. (I mean, my bed in Malaysia)

WHO TAUGHT YOU HOW TO RIDE A BIKE?
My parents.

DO YOU BELIEVE EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE?
Of course la kan. I'm not that kejam OK.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
I think yes.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO EAT?
A lot. (P/S: A lot is not a type of food).

DO YOU PREFER WARM OR COLD WEATHER?
It depends. Probably cold.

WHAT IS THE FIRST GREEN THING TO YOUR RIGHT?
Mountain Dew bottle.

ARE YOU AN ADVENTUROUS PERSON?
Sometimes.

HAVE YOU EVER JUDGED SOMEONE BEFORE GETTING TO KNOW THEM?
Yes, I have. It's very common isn't it?

DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL?
Not really..haha..

WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU HAD THOUGHT ABOUT?
Why the hell the Internet is soooo bloody slow..?

HAVE YOU EVER KISSED IN THE RAIN?
Emm..nope..

THE LAST PERSON TO SENT YOU TEXT MESSAGE?
Cu (My aunt).

YM OR MSN?
YM. Never try MSN before.

THE LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED?
Discovery Channel - Man Vs. Wild.

YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS?
Mountain biking, badminton, soccer.

WOULD YOU DATE SOMEONE SMART?
Yess...

PLAN FOR THIS COMING WEEKEND?
Revision + Movies + Sleep a lot + I dunno.

BEST PLACE TO CHILL OUT WITH FRIENDS?
Sura Gate probably..Hahaha..Old time favourite spot.

SO FAR, WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED FROM RELATIONSHIP?
It can make you happy.
It can make you not-so-happy.
You choose.

Survey form. Just for fun.

ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Just above one of my eyebrows, riding a bike on a flight of stairs.

WHAT IS ON THE WALL IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing, just plain white, green and purple paints on it.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Not-so-well..but Alhamdulillah.

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Amanda from Aisha Duo.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
11.30 am..if I'm not mistaken.

WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING
RIGHT NOW?
I want to be with my loved ones (my family of course!).

WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My family, my sister's cats and someone overthere~

WHICH DO YOU PREFER HOTDOGS/BURGERS?
Burgers.

WHAT ARE YOU CONSIDERED
[PREP,GOTHIC,JOCK,ETC??]]
None of the above.

DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Sometimes.

THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT WITH?
My friends.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/PERFUME?
Moonflower from The Body Shop. And it's not mine.

WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE
ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Just plain black. Natural.

COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Emm..both..As they can juice me up.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA?
As long as they don't come with too much vegetables, they are OK.

IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW,
WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Emm..nasi lemak of course!

WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT MADE YOU
MAD?
My housemate..hahaha!

DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
Nope.

WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
Sorry, I can't remember.

DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
Yes..I do.

FAVORITE CLOTHES?
T-shirts, jeans, slacks. Sometimes sweaters.

WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE
PERSON IS TAKEN?
I hope I wouldn't.

WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW
MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Just be yourself...

SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100
8

WHO IS THE PERSON YOU CALL OFTEN?
My brother.

WHAT ANNOYS YOU?
When people are not being rational.

YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Not-so-social. Sometimes so damn quiet.

FIRST JOB?
Never had before.

EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Oh yes...!!!Done it to a Chinese guy..Poor him..

WHAT WERE YOU DOING WHEN YOU FILLED THIS?
Enjoying my iTunes.

IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
-

WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Just for fun.

WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
Dunno. My drawings?

WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Nothing. Really.

HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
3 to 5? Hahaha..what an awesome plan..(Who wants to marry me?)

WHICH FINGER(S) IS YOUR FAVORITE?
All.

WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Sorry, I can't remember.

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no.

Reflections: Part III

I have a card. It was a wishing card. Bought it about 4 months ago. Haven't write anything yet on it. It is now nicely hidden under pile of books in my closet. Sometimes have a look at it. It reminds me of something. Whatever it is, it is going to be undelivered, I think.

***************

The faster I run, the faster it keeps chasing me.
As long as I keep running, it will never be able to catch me.
But for how long am I be able to keep going like this?
I hope someday I will know the answer.

"What does not kill me makes me stronger."- Friedrich Nietzsche

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*I'm now learning to play a song with my guitar~Another You by Cromok...
It seems to take ages for me to learn the whole song...

[Off]

Finally, I got the truth.
She already had someone.
Way before I started to know her.
Fine. That's good. Yep. Really.
I'll be the same old me.
Like 5 months ago.
Like I've never knew her before.
Like nothing has happened between me and her.
(Actually, nothing's happened..Haha..)
And I'll be single again..(Again? I don't think the word 'again' would fit nicely here. Since when did I ever have a girlfriend before?)

Whatever it is..This is going to be a useful experience that I would never forget.
'Your first crush, remember?'
'How am I going to forget my first crush?'
'Anyone wouldn't.'
'Me too.'

Off for now.

Anything

2nd IA is coming.
.........
Good.

Oops!
Think again.
Nope.
It just isn't.
It's me.
As usual.
Not ready.
Not prepared.
What a shame.
Shame I am.
Blame me.
Fault of mine.
Again.
And again.
And it counts.
Never stops counting.
Still.
Ever.
........

Good.

I'll be there...

And again, two weeks without a single post. I dunno what to be written here actually. Everything was back to normal. Owh, yesterday I missed the classes for the whole day. And my friends assumed that I was playing truant then..Let them say what they want to. That will be easier for me..and for them too.

**********************

As usual, I didn't make it. Because I haven't start it yet. I dunno when and where I should start.
Maybe I should stop here only..just before it begins. I have heard many versions of stories. True or not, that's not a real problem. Maybe I should wait for a while..keep observing and maintaining the atmosphere around..Let's see how it will progress..Let's see then and I'll think for the next moves..