Reflections: Part I & II

Two weeks without a single post..Hmm, I was quite busy recently (huh?). Not busy actually but I just don't have time for this. Just checking the net for the news. Now that the exam was over, I could spend a lot of time to play around..hehe..But wait, talking about the exam made me feel like...I dunno what to say..because I think I didn't do it well..Hope that the results will gonna be OK..or at least achieving passing grades..I'm not expecting more since I know that I didn't prepare well..My fault again. When actually am I going to realize all of this? Always motivating and then promising myself to do better but at last the same thing happened..What's all this? So, what to do next.Easy. Prepare well. That simple. Remember, a lesson is learned but the damage is irreversible. Don't let this happen because it might be too late. Ok, enough with this.

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At last I found it. Been searching for it years ago. Now, it's there but I couldn't reach for it yet. It's not easy for me to get it. It needs a little patience..No, a lot of.I really want it. Hope things will going to get even better than before..In this situation, trying hard does not guarantee the success. I can get it even if I do nothing but I will never know..That's why I have to work in my own way..Ok, enough with this too. People who reads this don't understand what I'm muttering about..Have a pleasant day with your loved ones..

Unexpected

Lately, a few things happened unexpectedly. but I was really want them to happen. yep, REALLY WANT TO. and yes they did happen. this is the first time...and until now I have a mixed feeling because of that. but I think I like it. haha. I hope this will continue and become better. to be honest, I was kinda nervous when it happened (yep, my hands and feet were cold at that time-the feeling was like you're going to sit for a big exam or like you're going to make a presentation in front of the crowds). of course neither an exam nor a presentation need to be attended or presented..hmm,maybe I know the reason behind this...and I think you guys also know it..haha..guess it by yourself...I'll tell you someday...

Reward yourself...

Today I got to do it anyway..and it is not a very pleasant thing to do (for me). And I have no way to avoid it. I have faced it before, but the results were still the same. Ten years ago and until now, I have faced the very same situation for 6 times. It is not good and I don't like it. And the time has come...I was left with no other options. Is it gonna be the seventh for today? I'm not sure and I hope the sixth was the last one...Well, I can only hope but the fears are still inside me. Nobody can help me when the time comes except me myself.

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No choice. Just do it. And you're done. That's what I can think when the time has come. And to comfort myself (or to give moral support to myself), I even promised to reward myself after enduring all the Situation-Which-Must-Not-Be-Named. And to my surprise, I did it! The situation was no longer like the other six before. And I was relief and thankful to those who have helped me during that time. Thanks to all of the persons involved. And to summarize for today, I got the reward...and it's from me myself...

An evening at Mahatma Gandhi Road

last evening after the class on friday, me, syafiq, and loque went to m.g. road. that was the second trip for me to m.g. road. the first one was in a lil' bit of hurry (it was one month ago) since i was there just for the sake of exchanging currency. but last evening, i had plenty of time there, mangling around and at last we ended up at bangalore central. it was a really nice mall with a lot of well-known goods. and that was where i ended up with a cool looking nike sweater and a puma tee. well, i don't really care about the price since both of them looked really nice. actually the prices are quite reasonable too.alright for now, i want to take my lunch...

welcome...

I don't know the exact firm reason of having or starting this blog...But one thing for sure, my newly created blog (about a week ago) does not function properly. And it will be wasted just like that until the Net is no longer relevant to human being...So, do your work with the very best effort that you can give and enjoy your life with your loved ones...Nothing much to say except that I'm not in the mood of writing some more things in this blog...Maybe next time I'll write some more...When I'm in the mood...Right now there are too many things that do not seem to work properly and in the right order..They really made me distracted...Bye and have a pleasant day!