Ughhh... T_T

I wish I could dream better.
Be better in dreams at least. If not in reality.

But it seems that I was not good in dreaming too.
I got bad dreams. Always.
Getting more and more these days.
I don't know why. Such a troubled young mind.

Last night I had seven dreams.
Too many I guess. In a single sleep.
Only remember a few. Forgot the rest.

Some of us had better dreams.
I wish I could have the same too.

(Somebody please lend me a copy of manual on how to dream better. And also some sleeping pills.)

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Erratic. Eccentric.

Feeling strange.

Deviating from the norm.

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I don't know.

I'm So Sorry...

Untitled 3

Taken from somewhere...

"A real man doesn't use his fists or strength to define his self as such.
A real man is not afraid to cry and show emotion.
And yes, he does not degrade a woman physically, mentally or emotionally.
He stands up for her."

Mimpi Itu

Mimpi itu
datang bertandang lagi
bersilih ganti tanpa jemu
disaat aku terlena
disaat aku terleka
mempermainkan mindaku
di luar batasan dan kawalan
aku hilang dan hanyut
dibawa bayu dan gelora fantasi.

Mimpi itu
seolah-olah memberikanku
gambaran realiti mendatang
realiti indah yang kuharapkan
kebahagiaan hidup yang kuinginkan
atau juga hanya
sekadar harapan palsu
yang menyakitkan.

Mimpi itu
membangkitkanku, menyedarkanku
betapa kerdilnya diriku ini
betapa hinanya hambaMu ini
yang lemah dan tidak mampu
yang hanya dapat mencuba dan berharap
Kerana sesungguhnya
hanya kepadaMu aku berserah.

Tuhanku, kuatkan dan tabahkan hati hambaMu ini.
Aku redha dengan ketentuanMu.

Hi. Nice to meet you;)

Hi again..

This is me..

As always..

Doing nothing..

Going nowhere..

Nothing to write..

Nothing to post..

Nothing to tell..

Nothing to share..

No, nothing..

I'm sorry..

This time..

I just don't know..

But it's okay..

I'm listening..

I'm staying..

I'm going nowhere..

I'm here..

ALWAYS..

Kemahuan

Kadang-kadang kalau kita mahukan sesuatu tu..Kita nak sangat-sangat..Sampai kita dah tak fikir jauh dah..Sampai tak menilai sejauh manakah kerasionalan kemahuan kita tu..Apa yang kita tahu pada waktu tu, kita hanya mahukan apa yang kita hajati tu je..Biarla apa nak jadi pun lepas tu..Biarla apa orang nak kata pun..Kita dah tak fikir dah akibat di kemudian hari..Kemahuan mengatasi segala-galanya..

Sangat naif kan..? Tapi kan, kita tak selalunya dapat apa yang kita mahu, kita hanya dapat apa yang kita perlu..Huhu:(

Falling

This time...

I want to fall slowly...

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and painlessly...

Can I..???

(Kalau faham sila muntah sekarang..Haha;)

I Don't Know

I'm officially in a state of confusion...

Unspoken.
Untold.
Unexpressed.

That's all. Thank you very much.

Ramadhan 1431

Salam,

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak...

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa perubahan yang lebih baik untuk kita semua...^^

Moga-moga dipermudahkan-Nya, Insya-Allah...

Untitled 2

Now here they are
Collecting thoughts
Reminiscing strengths
In the middle of the forest
Trapped in creepy greens

Waiting for the unknown battles
Their throat begging for a sip
Of pure cool stream
To calm and revive
Perpetually alive

Their minds physically wary
For the presence of the unknown
For the invisible advent
Of soulless silhouettes
Of evil immortals

Years of youths
Fear of nothing
Ready for everything
Facing the unprecedented
Eerie obscure moments

For glory they came
For glory they shall get
Win or lose
They shall live
Forever in myth

Test For Red Colour (2007)

Test for red colour.

Is it ok?

Dunno.

What should we do now?

Emm...

What?

Emm..I don't have any idea.

So? Oh, come on...


Reddish colour of pure wheat pouring into my cold lap
The maggots are dying creepily in the water of the East
To the orbs of the winter nights
To the steel of the Beast
Shall we confess?

Blood upon my tourniquet
Cool fog gushing through my throat
Cutting my windpipe, yours too

We are bleeding, nothing
Like a staircase in the castle
Melon of the doom

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Benda mengarut ni saya tulis dan print 3 tahun yang lepas. Masa nak try kartrij dakwat printer. Jangan tanya saya apa maksudnya.